There are only 3 minahs in my school,
not that i fancy them or anything
but its a good thing that theres only 3!

boy oh boy.

HAHAHA, serious shit.

I think the population of minahs here are dying but the mats are thriving very well.
I'm not too sure about the batch of students next year though, if there's gonna be more, i guess, i have to delete this post next year.

niniways(HAHA, EHERM), mah(AGAIN! HAHA) brains are working today.
i feel good, very good.
=X

and i met a rocker chick ytd, NYEH.
rock never die!

i'll blog later....
MATH IS THE SECKS!

Kukatakan dengan indah,
Dengan terbuka,
Hatiku hampa,
Sepertinya luka,
Menghampirinya.

Kau beri rasa,
Yang berbeda,
Mungkin kusalah?
Mengartikannya,
Yang kurasa cinta.

Tetapi hatiku,
Selalu meninggikanmu,
Terlalu meninggikanmu,
Selalu meninggikanmu.

Kau hancurkan hatiku
Hancurkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku
Tuk melihatmu
Kau terangi jiwaku
Kau redupkan lagih
Kau hancurkan hatiku
Tuk melihatmu


Membuatku terjatuh
Dan terjatuh lagi

Membuatku merasakan
Yang tlah terjadi
Semua yang terbaik
Dan terlewati
Semua yang terhenti
Tanpa kuakhiri


i always listen to the right song, at the right time, balls.

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nasib mcm tissue jamban,
dah berak, pakai, selet, buang.
mula-mula kau tak nak layan aku,
bila dah takde orang nak layan kau, kau carik aku.
baik punye plan ah?

(credits to kay for the photo)
beautiful rainbows,
chasing them has never been this real,
but it has always been an unrealistic dream.


ps. dude, you just fucking ruined everything, fucker.

if something screws up, this is what you do

CLICK HERE. i dont know how to can't post the video here


act like its not there. nyeh.

i've been trying to clean up my inbox since i couldnt sleep last night,
i dont know whats keeping me up all these nights,
i think i'm having a sleeping disorder, will i die from this?

okay, back to the point, i was trying to clean up the inbox but i gave up cause i got turned off by all the sex ad(s) like :
'penis enlargement! its the real thing! you'll be the talk of town!'
even if i did get one, i'm not going to walk butt naked around town, duh.

and theres  another one with,

'Consider our proposition and make sure you shall become a true sexual giant!'
giants, wtf.

iviagra ads, not new but if you get some rolex ad or what, thats a plus point!
(i have no idea what i'm talking about, i think the late nights are getting back at me)

back to the cube, i'm almost getting it!

ps. i didnt use the guidebook ah.

read yoom's post.

i guess whatever he said, is scarily true, its only a matter of time.

'Well, nothing lasts forever - people leave or get sick of you, or decide they'd rather have someone else.'

Take a look around you, its happening everywhere, divorce, break ups, the end of something which used to hold something very meaningful.

One word - 'Separation'
1. action that separates or seperate condition
2. state of being apart
3. agreement not to live together (in law)

'Too much of a good thing, is bad' -
I always wonder, if i can prove this statement wrong.
Maybe, just maybe, with lady luck around me, i could?

i know i sound fucking emo these days,
can't help it, nobody could
sooner or later, everything's gonna surface
i wanna say goodbye now
but i don't have the heart and balls
i saw and felt what i've never been through before
maybe its just me
but i'd like to thank  you for that


i think i'm being paranoid, its okay
i'll leave now
=\

hello world.

i got nth to update about.
i'm a boring person.
i lead a boring life which revoles around food, sleep, msn and the rubiks cube.

goodbye world, i need to solve the damn cube.


ps. i hate passports, i had to wait for 3 hours just to get a damn chop.

ver 1 with lam, sheeks, yoom

your twisted words,
a kaleidoscope of seasons
turning into knives crashing down like rain drops
you shut the door, leaving me on the cold hard floor

does it have to end this way?
everything crashing, i wished for it to stay
all i need was an answer
and not all these false pretense

now i'm hanging from a noose
the one which you tied me to

now i'm hanging from a noose
the one which you tied me to

does it have to end this way?
everything crashing, i wished for it to stay
all i need was an answer
and not all these false pretense

i'm sorry but i'll try to leave, i'll move on
break the rear view mirror and never look back
i'll burn the memories and pictures, you and i shared.

youre dead to me
but i'll wait patiently

i'll drown all of these in a pool of tears and blood.
for what i've did wrong

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ver 2, with hilary!

your twisted words,
they hurt like a knife in my back
crushing my heart,
its like cutting it out with an axe
then you slammed the door and left me on the floor
i surrender, tonight

does it have to end this way?
Everything’s  crashing, won’t you just stay with me
give me an answer
don’t you turn my life grey
Everything’s  crashing, won’t you just stay
Just stay with me

now i'm hanging from a noose
the one you tied me to
just don’t deceive me anymore
i need you

does it have to end this way?
Everything’s  crashing, won’t you just stay with me
give me an answer
don’t you turn my life grey
Everything’s  crashing, won’t you just stay
Just stay with me

i'm sorry but i'll try to leave, i'll move on
break the rear view mirror and you’ll be gone
i'll burn the memories and pictures, you and i
we shared something special i cant deny but now

youre dead to me
im no longer waiting patiently
i'll drown you in a pool of tears and blood.
I don’t need you anymore, im moving on.


ps. next project, WEATHER GIRL, cause you're so unpredictable.

THANK YOU KAY AND AM FOR THE NICE NICE STUFFS!

i dig the cupcakes and the poster and the bottle!
nyeh.

spent the day with kay, am


and also hayley malay (azuuuraaa) at sentosa.


had a great time, i bet these pictures and memories would help me through in the years to come.

i can't blog much about how i feel just now, words can't describe :D

picture that is gonna be in my 'best shot' folder :

nyeh, i need some comments.

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dont read this,
=\


lost and broken
hoplesss and lonely
i try to make it seem okay
but my faith is wearing thin

its fading over time
someone, spared me a dime
i've gotta call you
so stop running in my mind

dear god, the only thing i ask of you
is to hold her when i'm not around
when i'm much too far away
we all need that person who can be true to you
but i left her when i found her
and now i wished i'd stayed
cause i'm lonely and i'm tired
i'm missing you again, oh no.
once again.

goodbye, to you.
i'll always go down, as your lover, your friend.