THANK YOU KAY AND AM FOR THE NICE NICE STUFFS!

i dig the cupcakes and the poster and the bottle!
nyeh.

spent the day with kay, am


and also hayley malay (azuuuraaa) at sentosa.


had a great time, i bet these pictures and memories would help me through in the years to come.

i can't blog much about how i feel just now, words can't describe :D

picture that is gonna be in my 'best shot' folder :

nyeh, i need some comments.

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dont read this,
=\


lost and broken
hoplesss and lonely
i try to make it seem okay
but my faith is wearing thin

its fading over time
someone, spared me a dime
i've gotta call you
so stop running in my mind

dear god, the only thing i ask of you
is to hold her when i'm not around
when i'm much too far away
we all need that person who can be true to you
but i left her when i found her
and now i wished i'd stayed
cause i'm lonely and i'm tired
i'm missing you again, oh no.
once again.

goodbye, to you.
i'll always go down, as your lover, your friend.

kaye. says:
 ilyana says (12:21 AM)
happy birthday kimi boy!

kaye. says:
frm yana :)

youdontknowme says:
HAHA

youdontknowme says:
tell her

youdontknowme says:
happy birthday to you yana! (asal eh?)

am     says:
hahhah!

kaye. says:
mampos

kaye. says:
 lyana says (12:22 AM)
hahahaha
(R)    ilyana says (12:22 AM)
he should have said thank you la!
(R)    ilyana says (12:23 AM)
he one gundu

youdontknowme says:
`HAHAHA

youdontknowme says:
thanks, yana happy birthday to you

youdontknowme says:
:D

am     says:
hahhaha!!

youdontknowme says:
my first time sia birthday

youdontknowme says:
HAHAHAHA.

am     says:
mampos!

youdontknowme says:
i dont knw what to say

youdontknowme says:
i was just born ed

youdontknowme says:
lol!

youdontknowme says:
borned eh?

youdontknowme says:
lol

 am     says:
jhahha!

kaye. says:
mampos kim

youdontknowme says:
haha

youdontknowme says:
why

kaye. says:
when people say happy birthday

youdontknowme, which makes kay 5. says:
hehe

youdontknowme, which makes kay 5. says:
ooops

kaye. says:
u say

kaye. says:
thank you

kaye. says:
eh eh

youdontknowme. says:
HAHA

youdontknowme. says:
neh

youdontknowme. says:
you neh see anything

youdontknowme. says:
:D

kaye. says:
i think i did

kaye. says:
but nehmind

kaye. says:
i let

kaye. says:
hehehe

youdontknowme. says:
ouh, so people say happy birthday, say thank you ah?

youdontknowme. says:
not say

youdontknowme. says:
happy birthday back ah?

kaye. says:
NO

kaye. says:
say thank you

am     says:
mampos

kaye. says:
thats it

kaye. says:
okay

kaye. says:
u get it now

kaye. says:
u mcm small boy know

kaye. says:
-.-

youdontknowme. says:
i dont knw what

youdontknowme. says:
when ppl say

youdontknowme. says:
selamat hari raya

youdontknowme. says:
i always say

youdontknowme. says:
ouh, selamat hari raya to you too

am     says:
okay, ni dah merepek!

am     says:
!!

kaye. says:
neh mind amm

kaye. says:
we lt him off

kaye. says:
today only



HEEHEHEHE.

happy birthday to me.

aslam IM-ed me ard 10pm:
hi my name is aslam says:
happy birthday
hi my name is aslam says:
sry im tired
hi my name is aslam says:
cant wait till midnight
hi my name is aslam says:
:$
youdontknowme says:
HAHAHAHHAHA
hi my name is aslam says:
yeah :$
youdontknowme says:
ITS OKAY
youdontknowme says:
thanks :D

i found the convo funny. dont ask why.

just now/ytd, was the day i screamed, hohoho. i feel so sexy/scene/screamo.
i want the video feek!
i wanna scream more, it'll hurt my throat one day but who cares right?

ps. my best birthday gift but once again, i'm chasing rainbows =\

i got a pair of skinnies,
james is an ass, the moment he went into the shop, he said, 'AUNTY! MY FRIEND WANNA BUY SKINNIES!'
The aunty immediately got me a pair and told me to try it, WTF!
I only say see see, ended up buying but its okay cause A DEAL IS A DEAL.

After getting them, we headed down to watch zee, mel and everyone else perform at far east, they were WOW. I'm not exaggerating or anything but they did drown the next few performers. HOHO, thats smth good to hear/see :D

Met up with leeming and ice ice baby at ngee ann, where we saw:

the contestant of the subaru smth smth challenge
they look tired, very tired.

Afterwhich, i was told to go home straight cause of some 'emergency'. But when i got back home, the emergency was atually this:

thanks kakak and everyone else!
heh, she knows i like jelly on my cake!

i've gotta admit, i missed the times when we were younger.
Well i guess, this is growing up :(


ps: :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)
pps. lalaking may kalasag at may makinis na armor 

a new snow white, suggested by aherm!

1) tanner
2) not wearing the dress, forest is damn hot laaa!
3) she should have more human friends
4) hunt for food
5) her dwarfs should be taller
6) the witch should actually come from somewhere
7) she should wear jeans and a t-shirt along  with a paiir of havaianas
8) a tattoo is strongly recommended
9) she should get herself a man
10) she shouldn't get killed by an apple
11) she should have superpowers to save the earth
12) change her name

nyeh(s) day out?

My favourite raya picture, mr sneaky!

meet kay, olay's new ambassador!
she thinks that she 6 fingers in the wee hours of the morning
=x

HEHEHE.
read
ps: the best bday gift would be getting to spend the whole entire day with you :(
here?

notice how much my face looks the same in both shots?
uber cool!


welcome to the camwhoring place, hehehe.

I talked to sheeks about a couple of stuff at dhoby ghaut before going back.
Sorry sheeks, if i sound like some counsellor or what.
I bet i was like a jerk trying to force you to think of what you want to see later on in life.
I hoped whatever i told you about,  whatever we went through about you and stuff stays there in your head cause i don't wanna see you regret the choice you've made.

Opportunity comes knocking only once in a lifetime, its up to YOU to seize the day and make things happen my dear.

Like i told you, i know what i want and who i want (HEHEHE), okay, the who part is rubbish but i'm afraid that what and who i want to be would not be able to help me start something out of nothing.  I wouldn't wanna drag my ass out of bed one day telling myself, 'wtf am i doing here'. I rather be somewhere, making enough cash for my family and spending time with (HEHEHE) than making big bucks and not living life.

So you see sheeks, this is what i wannna see in 10years time:
1) Family , kids.
2) Home
3) Support my parents if they're still around
4) Career
5) See the world
6) Album
7) Silat
8) Music
9) Gig-ing, somewhere, somehow, oftenly
10) Eherm, eherm (HEHEHEHE)

So yep, i wouldn't put too much here. But i guess, you'd roughly get it, btw, the list doesnt ends here.

Sheeks, if you need someone to talk things through, you know who to go to :D
I know i'm kinda lame/stupid/crappy, you fucking name it, i have it. But when it comes to this, i can get prettty serious.
Always remember, every move you make, think abt it, 10 years later :D
I hope this helps sheeks.


ps. (HEHEHE) is smth only me and sheeks understand
pps. dont ask me whats (HEHEHE)
ppps. dont ask sheesk whats (HEHEHE)
pppps. this entry is fucking long
ppppps. i still thiking about it!