HEHEHE.
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ps: the best bday gift would be getting to spend the whole entire day with you :(
here?

notice how much my face looks the same in both shots?
uber cool!


welcome to the camwhoring place, hehehe.

I talked to sheeks about a couple of stuff at dhoby ghaut before going back.
Sorry sheeks, if i sound like some counsellor or what.
I bet i was like a jerk trying to force you to think of what you want to see later on in life.
I hoped whatever i told you about,  whatever we went through about you and stuff stays there in your head cause i don't wanna see you regret the choice you've made.

Opportunity comes knocking only once in a lifetime, its up to YOU to seize the day and make things happen my dear.

Like i told you, i know what i want and who i want (HEHEHE), okay, the who part is rubbish but i'm afraid that what and who i want to be would not be able to help me start something out of nothing.  I wouldn't wanna drag my ass out of bed one day telling myself, 'wtf am i doing here'. I rather be somewhere, making enough cash for my family and spending time with (HEHEHE) than making big bucks and not living life.

So you see sheeks, this is what i wannna see in 10years time:
1) Family , kids.
2) Home
3) Support my parents if they're still around
4) Career
5) See the world
6) Album
7) Silat
8) Music
9) Gig-ing, somewhere, somehow, oftenly
10) Eherm, eherm (HEHEHEHE)

So yep, i wouldn't put too much here. But i guess, you'd roughly get it, btw, the list doesnt ends here.

Sheeks, if you need someone to talk things through, you know who to go to :D
I know i'm kinda lame/stupid/crappy, you fucking name it, i have it. But when it comes to this, i can get prettty serious.
Always remember, every move you make, think abt it, 10 years later :D
I hope this helps sheeks.


ps. (HEHEHE) is smth only me and sheeks understand
pps. dont ask me whats (HEHEHE)
ppps. dont ask sheesk whats (HEHEHE)
pppps. this entry is fucking long
ppppps. i still thiking about it!

okay, shoot me....
once again, i get my hopes up high and it came down crashing onto me.
pfffffft.

thank you, kay vergara pangilinan!

in a way or another, i felt better :D
trust me woman, it wasn't late.
you'll most probably be reading this at ard meeting 1 and at the time, i will be squeezing some brain juice out for trigo, leaving some of my esscence for the st andrews' kids. NYEH.
i'll see you during breakout2!



ok go, i got to hunt down some maths yo!

ps.  ''Cguro ganun ang na naramdaman mo, pero
        Indi ko s'isi kita nakilala kita''
      
        me too kay, me too and i mean it. (refering to the 2nd line, not the 1st)
        :)

i'm only going back to school on tues/wed and i'm not looking forward to that at all, besides, i have some maths to do which i do not have any confidence in at all.
this sucks. pffffart.

ps. could you tell me whats on your mind?
      cause you're whats on my mind and i know, i'm always chasing rainbows.

Dear diary,

i feel like a jerk
i wish she was just a stranger i could disengage.
i wouldn't wanna wake up in the morning, regretting what i've done
neither do i want to wake up, finding out that i was too late

someone, save me.

-h-

kay fainted.
n00b la you, kay!




i realised something, i dont have a picture with NURAMNI although she was there too.

AM = FACE DOWN !

THIS PICTURE, KICKS ASS!

cause, you get to see:
1)ME
2)KAY
3)AZURA
4)THE 2 COUPLES!

i am, the best photographer, ever.